So then in my next class, the guys were all lovely and nice. Some of the guys are major cute but they all have these really dirty mouths so...idk.
I recently found out that one of my friends may be on pot and it's really bugging me. I like want to tell him to stop and all but he's like "it's not addictive" and "i've been doing it for two years..." So I'm really annoyed. I don't know what to do. I guess I can't really do anything except pray for him...but yeah.
Thankfully, I finished my applications for nomination to my senators/representative. And I've submitted all my college essays (except for my ROTC app) so it's just waiting. Except I still have to submit a resume for ROTC, an essay for ROTC, a PFT for ROTC, a CFA for USAFA and a CFA for USNA. But not much really. Oh, and pay two application fees of $70 each. (Sigh.)
I've begun to "want" a bf again. Like, I go through these cycles. I think I generally want one when I'm starting to get stressed out and just want to disappear. So I want a bf who will take me out and pay attention to me, lol. Sounds kinda self-centered but yeah...
I've just realized I'm kinda ranting right now but I just need somewhere to dump my thoughts. Like, I think the thing that bugs me the most, even though I try not to let it bug me, is that my 'rents get my name wrong. I mean, I get it - there's five of us; it's hard - but it still bugs me. I think years of being called "Alis-Karen" are finally starting to wear me thin. I almost can't wait to go somewhere where I'll actually be called my name (even if it is just my last name, lol). [The worst part isn't that they get my name wrong, but that when they're apologizing for it, they get it wrong again, lol! It's like "Alis-Kar - oh, I'm sooo sorry, Alis-Karen - I mean, Karen..." SIGH.
End Rant.
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