So, I am so entirely in love with Josh that my life is like...fully about him. It doesn't matter what I am doing in life - I just want Josh there.

So, I've been trying to avoid thinking too much about wedding stuff because I don't want to be predicting my engagement to Josh. I want Josh to propose when he wants to propose and not because I said something... It's...challenging. He keeps making little comments which he knows will get a reaction out of me which is annoying because I am TRYING to be well behaved.

Had acrylic nails done today. I feel very sexy, feminine and empowered. I love it!!