Soooo....a friend of mine got engaged and was showing off her ring the other day.  Being engaged myself, I asked to see her ring.  It was kinda....yellowish and really didn't sparkle much at all, despite the fact that it was 1.5carats.  I looked at it and very smugly said, "Oh, that's nice. would you like to see mine?"  And then I proceeded to wave my far superior, sparkly ring in her face.

And I didn't feel bad about it at all ;)

I love my ring.

I love my future husband :)

Oh. My. Freaking. Gosh.

I'M ENGAGED!!!!

You can read all the glorious details here:
johnsonchinnery.ourwedding.com

I am soooo happy!!

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I'm only a little excited...

So I definitely thought I would end up on academic probation this semester but somehow didn't!  My only concern is that my major's gpa is low (1.99) and I don't want to get kicked out of my major.  I think that as long as I bring it back up, I should be good - but I just pray they give me at least another half a semester to prove that I am academically capable of completing the material.  I think that I'll be fine but...who knows?  It's USAFA after all haha...

Josh comes out in three days and I am so excited to see him.  I have't seen him (or rather, won't have seen him) in seven weeks when he gets here.  AND it's for my Ring Dance!  So I'll be getting my class ring, seeing the love of my life, and we're going to go look at some wedding venues.  I am really, really excited to be with him again.  I mean, we can talk over Skype and Oovoo but it's not the same, at all.  There's something so unreal about that which makes me desire actual face-to-face contact and communication.

He said he wrote me a letter - it should be here today if he sent it on Thursday so I should probably go check my mail to see where it is and if it has arrived yet.  Like I said, I'm sure it has but who knows?

Trying to find the perfect smoky eye makeup tutorial to follow for Friday when I'm getting all made up for Ring Dance.  I am soooo excited!!!

Josh is here in three days!!!

So Josh got approval to come out for Ring Dance!  I'm so excited to see him in eight days - it's going to be absolutely amazing.  I am dying to see him again and give him a HUGE hug and a very long smooch...

Had my last final today and am officially finished with my junior year of my undergraduate career!  I have one more year left; two semesters worth of finals.  I am SO happy.  It's going to be awesome.

Summer is here - time to relax and to party :)

If Josh gets approved to come out for Ring Dance, I will get to see him in 24 days!  I am SO excited, it's crazy.  I just want to be able to hug him again.  I miss having him in my arms.  Not like...sex in my arms.  Just holding in my arms.  I really like having him hold me.  It makes me immediately feel safer and like nothing bad could ever happen.  :)

The semester is almost over - thankfully!  I am so tired of studying right now.  I need a break.  And I will be so glad when next year is over.  It's my senior year next year and, after I graduate, I get to marry Josh and go live with him (hopefully!).  (I love how everything is dependent on the Air Force, my job and my base...sigh.)

I'm going to go try and watch some videos for engineering math now - trying to figure out the Fourier Transform thing...

So, I am so entirely in love with Josh that my life is like...fully about him. It doesn't matter what I am doing in life - I just want Josh there.

So, I've been trying to avoid thinking too much about wedding stuff because I don't want to be predicting my engagement to Josh. I want Josh to propose when he wants to propose and not because I said something... It's...challenging. He keeps making little comments which he knows will get a reaction out of me which is annoying because I am TRYING to be well behaved.

Had acrylic nails done today. I feel very sexy, feminine and empowered. I love it!!