Today

So, as it is about 5pm now, I think there are a couple things I can assume...lol.

First, my interview with my ALO went really. It was very similar to my interview when I went to Summer Seminar and, of course, quite fun. I enjoyed having to think of answers to questions - like a job interview but weirder questions: "when was the last time you had to deal with a real jerk?" - uh? No clue?

I went out and bought a bunch of baking chocolate, cocoa and such to make cookies. I love making cookies. 'Tis my passion. :D

The A-Man never showed up. Kinda sad, but honestly, I didn't really think he would show up. Like, as weird as that sounds, I kinda doubted it. I mean, he emailed me/chatted with me a lot until I said that he'd have to meet my parents/come to my house. Then he kinda dropped off the face of the earth. Rarely on AIM, not replying to emails, lol. Although, I would've much preferred him to email me and say "uh...never mind then". But, that must be a guy thing or something...lol. So, yeah.

Weirdly, I also kind of decided that it's kind of a good thing he didn't show up because the more I thought about it, the more I realized that a relationship with him would be way complicated. Plus, as this is my last year of high school, I should really focus on my grades and a boyfriend would probably just cause too much stress. Plus, I work most weekends so...yeah. Anyway, those are my thoughts.

So, thanks a lot, A-Man, for not showing up. In both meanings of "thanks a lot". The annoyed one and the relieved one. In a way, your not showing up kind of revealed to me that a relationship with you was definitely not what I needed in my life right now. It'd be just one more thing for me to deal with. Besides, it's probably not God's timing. I really should learn to focus on Him more and less on "him". :)