Songs

Dream on dreamer,
And the sun will always shine down on you
Keep on dreaming
It's alright, feel alive
Dream on dreamer,
And the world keeps spinning round and round,
You go,
Don't stop dreaming,
It's alright, we're alive ("Dream On Dreamer" by Cascada)

Come on,
Try and understand
The way I feel
When I'm in your hands
Take my hand
Come under cover
They can't hurt you now (x3)
Because the night belongs to lovers
Because the night belongs to us
Because the night belongs to lovers
Because the night belongs to us ("Because the Night" by Cascada but also by Bruce Springsteen and Patty something or other...)

So, today I'm supposed to be doing lots of math, English, world history and British literature. However, I'm not. I'm not really feeling very well so I'm trying not to do much. I don't think I'm sick. I think I'm just nervous because of my interview. Because I have to fix an error in front of the entire board. Tell them that my application for nomination is wrong. And I'm kinda nervous about that. I'd prefer to just write them a letter, lol. I guess I have to take a stand, take action. And if it is an Epic Fail then it's an Epic Fail.

I'm so glad I don't really have to think or worry about colleges or anything. God is taking care of it all. I mean, of course, I can't be stupid at my interviews but I know that if it is God's will, He will allow it to happen. He will open the doors that no man can shut and shut doors that no man can open. It's all up to Him. It's in His hands and therefore, I don't have to concern myself with it. I will allow Him to run it. It's God Almighty, not Karen Almighty (thank goodness!).

We had a TEK meeting yesterday. (TEK is like a social group for homeschooled teens in 10-12 grade.) It was supposed to be a gift exchange but there were so many people we couldn't do an exchange. *sigh* I love gift exchanges.

The Senior Appreciation Banquet is coming up soon (last weekend in April). That's where all the seniors "bequeath" something to another grade student. And, the seniors all get "superlatives" awarded to them. (For example: my older sister received an AFROTC scholarship and they offered to present the award at her graduation. However, our "school" said that they couldn't do that because it wasn't fair to the other students (whatever!). So, instead, they awarded her a superlative "Most Likely to March" - puhlease! That's so lame, imho. Whatever. I'm kind of curious as to what they'll award me, lol. "Most Likely to Break Cliques", "Most Likely to Break the Status Quo", "Most Likely to Attend an Academy Just To Thumb Her Nose at All the Other Students who are Doing Nothing After Graduation"...hmmm...idk, lol.)

"What do you want from me,
This is love in the first degree,
Tell me why everytime
I feel your eyes all over me,
(what you want)" What Do You Want From Me by Cascada