Friday, June 19, 2009

Colorado

I'm in Colorado now at Steamboat Springs, which is a slightly higher altitude than USAFA...

It was really tough. I cried for most of the 4 hour flight out here. Which knowing me, is saying something. I don't show emotion much at all. Soooo...yeah, the fact that I was crying in public means I was pretty upset.

And I kept asking to go home. And my mom says I have to at least finish BCT. And then we'll think about it. Because they've already booked out for Parent's Weekend soooo hahaha... Yeah, I have to.

It's annoying. Cause I'm excited at some parts of the day and then I get these massive downers and get incredibly depressed. It helps when I can talk to people but yeah, ppl don't always want to talk.

Went shopping for some other stuff today. It's all g and I got back and my parents had put together a really quick birthday party for me! They even got me presents. :) One of the coolest ones is a citizen eco-drive watch which runs off solar power - sexiness, I know. :P And clothes to wear to USAFA on I-Day and a 'how-to-belly-dance' kit :D and a bag to carry all my USAFA stuff in on I-Day.

I'm nervous weird right now. I think I want to go home but I think that's caues I miss people, not cause I don't want to do it. I'll survive. I'll get back to DE in 157 days. And I'll be chipper. I'm a Chinnery. I can't quit. Never back down; never accept failure.

Colorado is awesome though. I love being back out west. I'm definitely a West coast girl. Evergreen trees. Blue skies. Sun. No humidity! Mountains...

Happiness in a bottle.

Someone send me some.

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