Things

So, I took the Spaatz today. I failed the Aerospace by like 10 questions - which I legitimately did not know so it's all g. Missed the leadership by one question - which I knew the answer to. :P Passed PT and am pretty sure I passed the essay. :) Whatever - now I have 4 months to prep for the Aerospace/Leadership more. I'm pretty excited for Christmas break - which is probably when I'll take it again.

I'm kinda addicted to this: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oGECJP3phyY It's kinda become my theme song lately. Like, I'm going to have to work harder, run faster, do better and be stronger. But BCT will whip me into shape.

I'm excited. But nervous.
I leave in 8 days.
I don't know if I want to leave in 8 days!....

I'm definitely going to miss people. You all better write me a lot.

Gah - I'm going to get all emotional - repress! repress! done.

I'm not thinking about any more.

I'm going to go to the beach before I leave DE cause I know ppl will ask about that so I should probably have at least visited one hahaha...lol.
I also kinda want to go bungee jumping.
And I want to hang out with Jason a lot because I won't get to see him until maybe next summer after I leave cause he might be deploying and would be gone everytime I get home for breaks. :( But whatever. I don't mind if he deploys, as long as we can write to each other haha.
And I'll get to see my family for like another week following my leaving so it doesn't really matter as much. Like, I feel like I'll miss my family and all but I'm kinda feeling like I'll miss my friends more, which is weird. I don't think I'll miss them more - just the...activity.

Sigh.