Tuesday, August 10, 2010

The academic year is going well thus far. However, at this point in time, I've reached a minor crisis in my life direction.

I love being on the debate team but I despise the time commitment it requires. I want to be able to hang out with my friends, go on church retreats, have my weekends to myself and I can't - because I'm in debate. Almost all of my weekends are spent debating or doing my homework so I don't fall behind. It's quite depressing and I'm rather concerned...

Additionally, I'm majoring in Systems Engineering: Information Systems right now but I'm really wondering about my major. I have always wanted to do Mechanical Engineering and I love that sort of thing. Sure my grades aren't the best but idk... I think I'd be happier doing that. I'm going to make a decision at the end of the semester though based on what my grades are in my compsci class and in my engrmech class. I mean, if I'm not doing so aweseomely in engr mech, I'm not going to switch to that major, lol. It'll be interesting to see anyway...

Also, based on how my grades are, I'll decide if I'm staying on the debate team or not. I mean, if my grades are super low, I'm leaving the team. If they're decent, idk...I'll figure something out.

Life continues. I'm sitting tons of CQ right now because I don't have a lot of debate stuff going on. Once the debate year starts, I'll be focused more on the other stuff - like debate and homework. :)

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