So, unbeknownst to anyone on the team, I'm leaving at the end of this tournament. It's rough because Richie was talking to me about how he thinks I should start arguing what I believe and that I should stand up for my beliefs and stuff. If only he knew... I'm so sick of the team and all the bullsh*t therein. Interestingly, Richie told me that apparently at the beginning of the year there was a meeting with the entire team except for me. During the meeting, Richie straight up asked Coach why she didn't make me team captain. He gave multiple reasons as to why he thought I would be the best option following which he was laughed out of the room. I can just see Coach giving him her "are you serious?" look and laugh. <--- And it's things like *that* which make me more than happy to be done with it all.

I think I may be on Academic Probation at prog which is frustrating. I don't actually have any failing grades or anything but rather, I didn't pass a GR and therefore, am on probation? Or something. I won't actually know until prog grades come out but whatevs....

Josh and I are going home in 8 days and I am SO FREAKING EXCITED! I absolutely cannot wait to get home and, honestly, I'm kind of excited to travel with Josh. We've never travelled together before so it'll be interesting. I just hope I get over my sickness thing by now...

So, my sickness thing. I received FluMist a couple days ago and have become quite sick - which doesn't normally happen to me. I am, honestly, in pain. I have aches and pains everywhere, headache, sore throat, swollen throat (difficulty swallowing) and an on-again-off-again fever. It's making me very unhappy. After three days of this, I have a doctor's appointment tomorrow at 0620 to get some sort of medication or antibiotics or something. It's rough...

Josh's mom is in town this weekend so he's happy. I'm happy for him, honestly. I hope he has a good weekend with her. I'm sure it'll be great.

So, I'm leading a Bible Study for the freshmen tonight at 2030 which will be interesting.